Most of you have wondered why I am the way that I am. Was I raped as a child? Beat up as a kid? Miserable life? Well, the answer is no to all of them. Actually, I grew up in an upper middle class neighborhood , and had a very normal childhood. I did notice at a young age I took pleasure in seeing others fail or hurt themselves. I don't mean like sick shit, I mean stupid stuff like seeing a kid cry cause he lost his wallet(because I stole it

or popping a kids bike tire just to ruin his day. As I grew older it just stayed with me. It still isn't sick shit, I just enjoy ruining somebody's day. I root for the bad guy at the movies. I laugh at the old lady who falls down. I hate seeing others happy. It isn't jealousy as I am quite content and rather happy with my life. I would rather watch somebody lose $5000, than win $500 myself. Seeing a kid cry makes me happy. I'm not saying that to sound tough, it's just the way I am. Anyone I attack on this board, it isn't personal. If I can ruin your day, it makes mine. I am not here to make friends. All of you can die tomorrow or live forever, and I don't give a shit which. I think most of you have come to accept me for what I am, and not take me to seriously. If not, suck my man stick.