Doing away with the $1 menu

Hi, I'm a broke ass peice of shit sitting here posting on neverwinpoker.com. Um ya, I'm 37 years old and and trying to post something, um ya ok, wow!!! Anyways I do good at poker and try to act like I'm a "big deal" then put my whole roll on the table to look like "I'm a big deal" and usually blow it. Sound familiar? I've been on the verge of being a big deal in my mind like alot. I always imagine getting past the few hundred dollars that I alsways blow to get on the popular side. I wanna be a big deal and play with the big boys online and roll with it. But I always get fukin beat with bullshit and never get there. I mean how many times like 100 do I have to start with like nothing and build my roll. Then I get fukin crused bad beats and shit. I wish I could really one time flip and hold and get there. Anyways I had over $200 2 nights ago and fukin crazy shennigans happened. I'm broke now lik $0 and I am 37 years old, fukin now I gotta pick aluminum cans out of the garbage and donate plasma and shit. Fukin when can we gt ar breaks like you people do you know the ones that are big deals?????? Oh ya so like this fukin inflation shit that is hapening now. Is it possible the fast food giants might go away from the dollar menu? Oh And by the way I'm Erik Rylands uncle, he told me to post here and act like he was the "biggest deal ever". Dude he talks to our familly like he is the 2nd coming and shit. He told m 2 join here and back him up and say he was the greatest thing ever, he is a very good poker player, but he has entitlement isuues and tilts very easy. Also the boy has spent alot of time by himself, "inedpendent thinking" Well my peice of shit nephew rolled me and will not contact me so fuck him. He owes me hundreds and will not call me back so fuck him and I will say so on NWP. So god damn, anyways, Who will kill the Dollar menu first Wendy's or MCD's????????

I blew it on a face of this 17 year old What now?

So anyways, Im sitting here drunk as hell and had a cool night. I found this total trainwreck girl runaway and had a good time. BTW I'm 37 and she's 17. I fed this girl and all the bullshit and acted like I'm a big deal, kinda like jewdonk and Cmoney etc. Anyways wow I have a girl 17 years old with cum all over her face in my bedroom and passed the fuck out. I fucked her while she was drunk beyond belief and came all over her face, yes it was cool. Anyways I'm on a computer now and wondering what would you do at this point? Should I just pass out on the couch and deal with it tommoroow? Or should I just kick her the fuck out and not deal with it any longer. I'm 50/50 would kinda like to do it next weekend and shit 2. any suggestions?