how i went out with the same hand 2 tournaments in a row

stars 3$ 1:00 tourney

anyone playing? up for a last longer? as drunk as me?

roi question

is having a 56% roi through 988 $5-$10 tournaments enough to consider someone a winning tournament player?

what the fuck?

i come here and its all shitty, i come back and its normal, come back and its shitty again. what the hell is goin on?

why does this shit keep happening to me?

PokerStars Game #12129483324: Tournament #61173065, $5.00+$0.50 Hold'em No Limit - Level IV (50/100) - 2007/09/18 - 13:46:17 (ET)
Table '61173065 90' 9-max Seat #2 is the button
Seat 1: NIN1002 (8970 in chips)
Seat 2: booker4 (3063 in chips)
Seat 3: BIGTOX (4795 in chips)
Seat 4: EvenFlow276 (3035 in chips)
Seat 5: bemattolo (5520 in chips)
Seat 6: Mrspokerlady (6859 in chips)
Seat 7: gilmattbert (4835 in chips)
Seat 8: UrsusMD (2645 in chips)
Seat 9: toddy2pair (8830 in chips)
BIGTOX: posts small blind 50
EvenFlow276: posts big blind 100
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to gilmattbert [Ts Tc]
bemattolo: calls 100
Mrspokerlady: calls 100
gilmattbert: raises 200 to 300
UrsusMD: folds
toddy2pair: folds
NIN1002: folds
booker4: folds
BIGTOX: calls 250
EvenFlow276: folds
booker4 said, "folded jacks"
bemattolo: calls 200
Mrspokerlady: calls 200
*** FLOP *** [Qd 5s Th]
BIGTOX: checks
bemattolo: checks
Mrspokerlady: bets 500
gilmattbert: raises 1500 to 2000
BIGTOX: folds
bemattolo: folds
Mrspokerlady: raises 4559 to 6559 and is all-in
gilmattbert: calls 2535 and is all-in
*** TURN *** [Qd 5s Th] [Ks]
*** RIVER *** [Qd 5s Th Ks] [9h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Mrspokerlady: shows [Qs Js] (a straight, Nine to King)
gilmattbert: shows [Ts Tc] (three of a kind, Tens)
Mrspokerlady collected 10370 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 10370 | Rake 0
Board [Qd 5s Th Ks 9h]
Seat 1: NIN1002 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: booker4 (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 3: BIGTOX (small blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 4: EvenFlow276 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: bemattolo folded on the Flop
Seat 6: Mrspokerlady showed [Qs Js] and won (10370) with a straight, Nine to King
Seat 7: gilmattbert showed [Ts Tc] and lost with three of a kind, Tens
Seat 8: UrsusMD folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: toddy2pair folded before Flop (didn't bet)