My posting has been disabled almost a year thanx fckvlws, can I get in on posting NWP?

I have some things I'd like to shoot off in "shooting off" that would be benificial to this site. I am still banned and would like the ban hammer lifted. I never begged for stakes or ripped the owners or a mod on this site except FCKVLWS. Cuz she like deserved it and stuff. Can I PLEASE!!!! post here again NWP??? I understand that I cannot creat a dupe under TOS and I won't and I have waited almost a full year.