Chantel: One day I will never forget

Close your eyes and reminisce the time when we were walking through Central Park in New York and we were holding hands...we passed by an older couple just like our own grandma and grandpa's age walking together, smiling and holding hands, in exactly the same way as you and me... as we watched you said to me, "Thry are so cute..that is my dream and our destiny, to grow old together like them!" We stopped and watched them pass by, still holding hands and with a smile that pierced my heart you turned to face towards me glowing as we glared into each others eyes. Just thinking about that moment we shared together gives me goose bups and butterflies as we embraced one another just as the sun was about to reach the horizon and you gave me a tender kiss on the lips.
We shared a great moment together, and even though I havent seen you in over two years, before the entire poker world even knew who u were, i just wanted to say I will never forget that day... that one moment, I can still remember it like it was yesterday! We could have been that older couple in 40 years. You were only 21, u were beautiful, full of joy, always smiled, had an exceptional witty humor that when I laughed so hard it made me cry. At that time you were still a precious innocent 21 year old girl, filled with passion, full of life and expressed feelings as true as the blue sky. Why did u lose yourself? What happened?
I was with you when you gave the janitor at bellagio a 100 dollar bill and told him that you really appreciated people doing a job not many people would ever do, and you thanked him. It was sincere and true. Find your heart again chantel, and follow it. Deep down you have a heart that is one in a million. Go find that place again, and you will find eternal happiness that has been missing inside of you for over 2 years now. I still care about you Chantel, u just need a spiritual awakening or you will be destined to be unhappy forever. I know you still want to be that happy old couple, full of life, full of joy, oblivious to anything going on around you. I know you so much better than you think, listen to me one time in your life becuase I know you still have it in you! GL I know you can do anything you set your mind to do! Take a moment and remincse that day one more time... feel you heart again, listen to what it says, and follow it!

dustin